Molly

I want a baby. I do, I have this strong feeling of wanting another baby. Well, it is no secret that the husband is against this idea. We do not have any maternity insurance, b/c we are self insured b/c his business is so small it is cheaper. We spent 5k each with maternity insurance to have each of our babies so far...so without insuance it would cost a ridiculous amount. I get it, I really do. I can't ehlp my feelings. So last Friday a lady at ballet had her little 2 mth old. I sent a text messgae to my hsuband's e-mail saying "I want a baby." His reply? "Get a doll." So Saturday comes around...aww yes. I got my doll. She breathes and eats and snuggles and thinks I'm her mommy. They even make little panties just her size...and her hair is long so she will be able to wear bows. Yes, I am crazy. We are hoping she will be a replacement for the need for a baby...and she is great entertainmet for our lab. She weighs an entire 1.4 lbs compared to Sadies 90 lbs. She is precious and already doing well potty training. Surprisingly my children are very gentle and maternal. They realize they can't play rough with her like they do Sadie. My kitty? He's a little mad, but he's let his guard down long enough to come and snuggle briefly. another week and he'll be all over me all the time again. He is a stubborn kitty.